"what's wrong?" they ask.

here's what's wrong:

my parents favor my siblings. always. i'm never treated the same as the two of them.

everything i've ever done in my life was to make my parents proud. every decision i make is made with consideration as to what their reaction would (or should) be. my life has been devoted to making my parents love and appreciate me and be proud of me.

nothing i do works.

why?